in a place called heart, i put my belief within. i may do a weird way, not common, hard to accept, and use to be very silent without a single word when i face my problem. but this is the way i use to be. i do not close myself from any comments and critics. i believe it will make me know better ’bout the things i should do. though sometimes i can be as hard as a rock, but i believe that this is not a problem i need to think a lot after all. im just a simple ordinary woman in a journey to be a better person.
September 17, 2009
Jangan futur Lia!
malesnya ke mall saat2 gini, mendekati lebaran. gimana nggak, mall ramee banget dah kayak pasar tradisional di subuh hari. that’s not kinda intresting view for me. ga tau kenapa, ga nyaman aja, serasa living in a consumtive world, supporting the capitalism dg cara meramaikan mall, uh! tapi apa daya, musti ke mall juga since pulang kantor baru bisa sore hari, sementara suami harus nyari baju koko krn baju kokonya dah mulai kesempitan 
yah hasilnya ke mana lagi nyari baju kl ga di mall.
setelah baju koko yang dicari ketemu, sholat ashar dulu di mushola mall. baru selesai wudhu, pake mukena musholla..then i heard a sound, ” Mbak, sholat jamaah yok?” hey,,that’s one of a beautiful sentence of the day!! baru nyadar kalo dah lama banget ga dengar ajakan temen akhwat utk sholat berjamaah..padahal dulu…ah sudahlah.
subhanallah, seneng banget rasanya diajak sholat berjamaah, trus perempuan tadi menawarkan agar aku yg jadi imamnya,,why not! Subhanallah, di tengah2 mall yang ’sesak’ ini masih ada aja oase yang menyejukkan 
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flash back lia, flash back..i wonder to myself, this is what i’ve been looking for for so long, ukhuwah itu indah sekali sekalipun dengan org yg ga kita kenal..tiba2 saja ajakan sholat berjamaah tadi membuat aku berpikir ulang tentang diriku..kemunduranku..kejatuhanku..ya Allah..maafkan hambaMu yang tak tau diri ini. ramadhan ini kulewati dengan banyak kesia-siaan, tilawah yang berantakan, ga ada ruh, ga bisa menemukan diriku di tengah2 rutinitas yang itu2 saja, banyak tertawa, banyak bercanda yang tidak berbobot. i know there’s something wrong with me..no one can rescue me except myself. ya Allah, Kau lah yang Maha Mengetahui, Maha Membolak-balikkan Hati, biarlah aku melewati ramadhan yang tinggal 2 hari ini dengan penuh keberkahan, bermanfaat buat orang banyak, dan menjadi hambaMu yang mampu melewati pesantren ramadhan ini dengan sebaik-baiknya.
Ya Allah..pertemukanlah aku dan keluargaku kepada RamadhanMu tahun2 mendatang…
ooh..seandainya setiap bulan adalah ramadhan
August 29, 2009
no theme
imagine my self walking at the sea shores and listening to and singing some songs from simply red..oh God, these lyrics make me mad
“Say you love me all around the world, Stay and hug me all around the world”
“Sometimes all I need is the air that I breathe and to love you
All I need is the air that I breathe yes to love you
Just to have you now
All I need is the air that I breathe you’re all I want”
I’ll never find the words, my love
To tell you how I feel, my love
Mere words could not explain
Precious love
You held my life within your hands
Created everything I am
Taught me how to live again Only you
Cared when I needed a friend
Believed in me through thick and thin
This song is for you
Filled with gratitude and love
God bless you
You make me feel brand new
For God blessed me with you
You make me feel brand new
I sing this song ’cause you
Make me feel brand new
My love
Whenever I was insecure
You built me up and made me sure
You gave my pride back to me
Precious friend
With you I’ll always have a friend
You’re someone who I can depend
To walk a path that never ends
Without you
My life has no meaning or rhyme
Like notes to a song out of time
How can I repay
You for having faith in me”
for my lovely husband:)
August 19, 2009
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